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David Attenborough was married to Jane Oriel (her surname is the same as a beautiful bird) for 47 years before her death, aged 70.

Trigger Warning: I absolutely admire and respect him These poems contain violent imagery about him.

 

Death of a Naturalist 

 

Turn, On!

To blust-fare with pomp-glitscreen.

A familiar knight in sky blue shirt

urges understanding.

 

There's unfathomable plasm-oodles

wonder-life waves

evolved, diverse permutations

creative dimensions and spaciating changes.

 

The life of Attenborough

treasured

imitated

preserved.

We want more, Sir David!

 

Elsewhere a syrup smart killer observes

her lens flexes to frame him

a honey blend mustering upwind

coiled close.

 

David remembers his Jane,

“She deserved more time, like me.”

He clears his throat

and as the camera focuses he has no idea.

 

She is rippling speed

his legs oscillate and lumber

look back in terror

eyes lock in snap shot leap.

 

Bouldering paws blur-thud

rick-bone rib-crack, forced flat.

“No, no, no!”

Steaming stuffering stink-slobber clamp.

David's blocking arms red ribbons now

agony rakes the size of a city

un-containable. Gone.

His flaccid gurgle vibrates to her electric agony drum.

Now is now is fast,

now is now is rip-snap bite.

 

“Oh Jane, what is this?”

“We all love you, you can go now David.”

David Attenborough is changing

sky blue shirt

sky blue

sky

A golden bird.

“Jane, my Oriel!”

The Animal 

 

There, see? Easy oldy-bone meat 

juicy wish squish

mother's milk, tickly bake grows

get it, for my littlies.

 

Need your gnaw-gristling in my jaw 

air sour-streaks

sniff fear-reak

flutter drum of terror beat, weak.

 

Bite it, burst it, smash it

slicey juice it

mine it mine Mmmmmm steaming scarlet spillem.

 

Bowel flop spill of hot wet red

slurp on fur stick-crack

get you dead thud good

that's what's done

death.

 

you know my kind Mr Attenborough. smiling

Have you pooour out, yes

have you my good babies, yes

love you full, yes

love you

mash

swallow. Or Mash you good

Covid Kitchen 2020

 

Now to begin

our familiar evening again

an Ikea chaired reminisce

the days events

the dead numbers

sprung beech, nod rock

at your own pace, my mate.

 

A fag is lit, lighter noted

I wash the bottle again with soap

its first pitchering glug to glass

as time untwists

tiny darts trill and bend in descending light

skyscape background.

 

A slight niggle evaporates softly into silhouetted sky

your voice, a mellow flow

we agree and whinge and explain and listen

inner smiles, outer additions

dusk has released my forehead.

 

Our habit is quiet, then

thumb scroll, press play

with the smoke and the wine

in our dust dancing kitchen

in these dark days.

Poem for Manchester 2021

Necky pigeons dance a purple petrol strut

Home in on, then reject a lanky semi-chip

then flock off, scarves and tails flapping.

 

Cocky Manc birds reeling

In the smell stream of warm spices

Look, the familiar glow of Raja's beckons

Step on, spattered stone streets where everything has happened

They are, we are part of something greater.

 

Let's go! They coo, so we do

Stretching our wings wide we soar, reckless, inventive

Over ghostly horned trams, over reaching skyscrapers

Friendly towns, cosy pubs, welcome homes

We dive through cherry blossoms scattering themselves

And the pennine spine lifts us on.


 

I just love it, mates, sounds, proper laughs

Come on then comer inners, born and breders

To where bands begin and Mondays can be happy or blue

Where invention gives your head a wobble

And everything's brilliant but don't get addicted

Where our city can be united.


 

Alright our kid? Sit down in sympathy

Have a cuppa tea, you're home.

Storming

 

A towering umbilical cord fills my mind

Rooted in sea and sky

Grain-grey sinews suckscream in falling skies

Growl to howl, judderboom crackstat

 

Chalk breath wicked through sliced mouth

Hails the iron sky

clotted wail through riven throat

A quick slip. Hard skull smack

Pain crashes

Face spatters

Tears blasted off dark gulping cliffs

Clear shivering drops

Spitting steel needles

 

We must go on

I hurry along this black iced track

Hearth and home in ten

 

A bleak disk emerges

Skewered to the fracturing sky

Slate and salt

Clot and smear

 

I keep moving

All things will change

Picture a smile, my friendly fire

friendly fire

The Submerged Thing

 

It’s just me here, smiling

escaping to broad side strokes

swim suit scamper in brilliant glare

crunch a blunt beat.

 

Toes pick a path through a wake of cast off crustlings

as the rasping gullets of gulls close in, on the lowering tide.

 

Froth splutters soft on the rocks and slips below

slivers of daydreams and glancing memories... on the rocks

my arms sweep the sizzlings on the sea

and a submerged thing forms and reforms, then is gone.

 

I shiver into glittering sheens

pulling past silvery dribbles, past winkling veins of water

patting the velvet rock for good luck I kick off

on - off in – out

breeathe and blow

breeathe and blow.

 

now I see it, the submerged thing forms and reforms -

scan below the slapped waves - now I don't.

 

I am upside down now pulling deep

the grasped kelp tethers me below

looking up, through the membrane of rocking patterns

back through the muffled sound waves, the sonar background

sweeping with slow motion

hold me here in this vast swaying.

 

Far away the Sun sucks at the ocean with splintered tongues

clouds vomit silently through themselves, and will not stay still

lungs hunger and will not wait

rhythms pillow inside my head

the kelp is slipped off and I rise

 

Break the surface, breathe and spread

winds murmur and race

with whistling blows and twists

whilst the Sun silently boils itself.

 

the silent shock of really looking at a long way-away shore.

From the bedrock, the submerged thing seems to stare

it wheels around and diminishes

I feel it's pressure, it's echo in the ocean.

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